Kody Brownis opening up about his views on polygamy — and whether he still wants the lifestyle for himself.

“When you really start getting honest, you start looking up to the heavens and going, ‘Geez, Father. You inspired me to do this. Why is it such a mess now?'” he said during the one-on-one reunion special. “It really has set me on my heels and had me questioning the lifestyle itself. It’s a challenge.”

When host Sukanya Krishnan asks whether he’s questioning his own polygamy, Kody says: “Oh, hell yes — yes. I question it all the time.”

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Later in the clip, each of Kody’s wives, along with Christine, 49, address the possibility of him abandoning plural marriage someday.

As Christine says she no longer wants polygamy because she doesn’t “believe” in it, second wifeJanelle Brownsays she still trusts the process. But Janelle, 52, says she “had to do some soul searching” amid the COVID-19 lockdown to determine whether polygamy was best for her going forward.

Though first wifeMeri Brown’s polygamous arrangement with Kody isno longer romantic, she says she still sees “the value” in staying. But she’s uncertain whether Kody still thinks plural marriage is worthwhile.

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Addressing whether Kody is allowed to “give up” the lifestyle and leave, Meri, 51, says “anybody can do whatever they want.”

“If he wants to give up, he can give up,” she continues. “If he wants to walk away, he can walk away.”

Season 16 of the TLC hit has explored the ups and downs in Kody’s four marriages, primarily his fractured bond with Christine. The former coupleannounced their splitin November after more than 25 years together.

“It makes me angry,” she said through tears. “… I just don’t know why they’re not figuring this stuff out and talking and finding their compromise and finding the things that they love about each other. I can’t fix it for them. I can try. I can try to persuade, I can try to influence, I can beg.”

Sister Wivesairs Sundays at 10 p.m. ET on TLC.

source: people.com