Stephen “tWitch” Boss and Allison Holker Boss.Photo:Michael Rowe/Getty
Michael Rowe/Getty
Allison Holker Bossis speaking openly about having good and bad days since her husbandStephen “tWitch” Boss’death.
Admitting it’s been a “very challenging year,” Allison told hostHudson, 42, “[I’m] full of very convoluted feelings and conflicting emotions where sometimes I’m just really joyous and happy and then other times I’m really angry and sad, and full of all these different confusing feelings that are all at the same time.”
“Then I decide at the end of the day for my children and myself that I’m going to make sure I choose the right energy for myself. So I choose love and joy, and to remember him as the amazing human that he is and celebrate him with my kids,” she continued. “And still celebrate life because I feel like there’s so much purpose and love out there for us to experience.”
“This place for me, this place is like home,” she shared of returning to the show again following his death.
Allison sharesdaughters Weslie, 15, and Zaia, 3, and son Maddox, 7,with the belovedEllen DeGeneres Showdeejay turned executive producer.
Whilespeaking to PEOPLElast year, Allison revealed it was the simple moments she missed the most with tWitch. “Stephen would hold my back every time I walked past him,” she said of them cooking dinner together after a busy day at work.
Allison Holker Boss on ‘The Jennifer Hudson Show’.Chris Millard/Warner Bros.
Chris Millard/Warner Bros.
She added of her late husband, “No one had any inkling that he was low. He didn’t want people to know. He just wanted to be everyone’s Superman and protector.”
The couple met on the set ofSYTYCDin 2010, beforemarryingthree years later. Last month, Allison shared that she wasback on the setof the Fox reality competition series as aseason 18 judgeafter her return to the show was announced in December 2023.
She’ll follow in her late husband’s footsteps, as he previously appeared as a judge in seasons 15 and 17.
Allison Holker Boss and her three children: (L-R) Zaia, Maddox and Weslie.Amy Sussman/Getty
Amy Sussman/Getty
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“Truly grateful .. 2024!” Allison previously wrote onInstagramalongside a Reel featuring her doing a dance in an all-red ensemble. “SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE @danceonfox ❤️❤️ honored and blessed!! Can’t wait for you to all experience what we have been working on!!! An absolute dream to be back HOME!! 😍😍 who’s excited #sytycd.”
source: people.com
